A conversation with myself regarding this blog and whether I should publish it or not
Tuesday, April 5, 2011 at 3:09PM in inner dia-blogs A note to you poor, poor reader: I sincerely apologize for what you are about to read. Below is merely a reflection of my inner dialog. One that I must share with the world in order to vanquish the little devil voice of insecurity inside myself. It's his fault after-all, he forced my hand. So please be warned. You can still turn back and avoid setting sail on my ocean of narcissism. If you choose to read on, do so knowing you may well never want to navigate back to this site, give me a job, or mention my name in public...
Ahem...
Evil Subconscious: Well, well. This new blog thing was quite a departure for you buddy. You thought it would be soooo easy did ya? I remember you said, "You know, I should start writing more so I can document all these marvelous thoughts that rummage about in me ol' noggin". Yeah. Brilliant. Not as easy as you thought, eh? Thought you might crank this sucker out in a couple of weeks? A month at MOST, right? Yeah.
Me: Shut up voice in my head.
ES: Let me remind you, you are NOT special. You are not God's little gift to the design community. Nobody gives a crap about you or your boring, benign prattle. In fact, by merely putting this out into the world, you are proving that you have no idea what you're doing.
Me: Maybe so, maybe not. But at least it'll show the world that I HAVE ideas. More than anyone can say about you. All you do is sit around all day eating Cheetos and poking my brain with a hot stick.
ES: Yeah, well. There's not much else to do up here in the vapid wasteland you call a brain. Besides, you need someone to tell you how it is. I'm the only one that cares, and I'm telling you, if you start twitting at the internet (or whatever the hell you call it) people will laugh. They'll laugh at you and your stupid ideas. They'll leave comments reminding you how stupid you are. Then you'll cry. You always do.
Me: Yeah, well, whatevs. I'm launching this site anyways. And I'm going to write about stuff. Someone will listen. Someone will care.
ES: No one will listen, BECAUSE no one cares. People are busy. They don't have time to sit yawning at their screen reading gibbrish about how technology and design are blah blah blah...
Me: You know what? I'm going to publish this very conversation. What do you think about that, stupid?
ES: Go ahead. That won't prove my point at all will it. (third-eye roll)
Me: Here I go now, going to push the button...
ES: (uneasy laugh) Hahaha ...I'm totally just joking. Buddy. Bud? Don't do that dude, you really shouldn't do that...
Me: You're finished Evil Alter Ego! I'm going live...right...now...
ES: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!.........
Me: Oh yes...
Me: Hello World.
Reader Comments (2)
The black theme made you do it. If you had a white page, you could never have published that diablog. That was a conversation you have in your head with your eyes closed in the dark of night. ES is right no one cares - but those designs are pretty special. I'm jealous.
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